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so.... [Nov. 21st, 2005|01:49 pm]
[mood |annoyedannoyed]

I can't wait until i have enough money to leave.
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Yaaaaay! [Jul. 8th, 2005|07:43 pm]
[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]

I had such a fuckin good day. First of all we got new uniforms at work, they're really nice. I finally got a name tag so i feel special. There was a meeting and i won a $25 gift card for Ross. And finally it was payday and i got a $400 check. It was really busy today but i managed an average of 20 minutes a room and although we had a 2 hour meeting i got done on time..so yeah really good day. Oh, and big brother 6 started last night, and theres a new episode of degrassi tonight:)
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Exhausted [Jun. 18th, 2005|09:04 pm]
[mood |okayokay]

I've been really busy with work lately, and it's going okay i guess, except i seem to be messing up alot and forgetting stuff...so i know i wont be getting that paid day off. My first paycheck was for $75 (2 days of work). i bought my dad a t-shirt and myself the first two seasons of family guy. I've decided to enter a drawing into the fair..havent done that since i was in school. I used to do pretty well with it. I guess thats it for now...at least i updated.........i need a hug.......lol
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UPDATE!$&^@(*3 [Jun. 10th, 2005|07:23 pm]
[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]

So I finally got that job at the Red Lion, and aside from the foot cramps, i'm liking it. The ladies there are all really nice, except for one...I walk in most mornings and say, "good morning" and she NEVER answers me. BITCH!&#^ Oh yeah and the food i get for free from Dexters SUCKS...Tomorrow is supposed to be really busy cuz i guess we're completely booked. I did 11 rooms by myself today and i was surprised at how long it took me. Good thing at first they dont care how long it takes. I'm really proud of myself for sticking with this, It took everything i have just to get through the first week but its getting easier. I'm sure i'll be even more motivated when i get my first pay check.

My sister and my 2 year old nephew are visiting for the weekend. I havent seen them since he was 6 months old. HE'S SO CUTE(!@*#&!^&# Tomorrow after work im going to that thinger with Sarah, then on sunday im goin to the grad party...soooooooooooo i guess thats it for now.
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Bleh [May. 11th, 2005|10:03 pm]
[mood |okayokay]
[music |Dammit- Blink-182]

Today was ok...i've been pretty bored lately so i started looking for a job again. I found out the motels i applied at a few months ago are now hiring. I know i hated housekeeping at the cimarron, but there were alot of reasons i didnt like it there. The job itself wasnt that bad. Shilo Inn however is a MUCH nicer place. I think i have a chance there. And i have experience...even if its not much. AND its a full time job. I dunno. I guess i'll go for it. Sarah came over earlier and we had some fun with my moms new digital camera. So yeah, thats all thats new with me lately...I'm a little lonely tonight, but it'll pass..always does.
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(no subject) [May. 1st, 2005|08:54 pm]
[mood |happyhappy]

First off, prom was on Friday and I must say it was alot more fun then i thought it would be. It was nice to have a real date to one of those things for a change. I saw alot of people who i hadnt seen in a long time, and although i hate a couple of them (they happened to be the DJs)...something told me to go talk to them and I'm glad i did. Then i ran into an old friend from cross country. It was just a great night overall.

Today Sarah gave me the best present ever. She found an old AC/DC record...Back In Black...I almost pooped myself.
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(no subject) [Apr. 25th, 2005|12:50 pm]
I might do something drastic.
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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2005|12:26 pm]
Alkaline Trio- This Could Be Love

I've got a book of matches
I've got a can of kerosene
I've got some bad ideas involving you and me
I don't blame you for walking away
I touched myself had thoughts of flames
I shat the bed and laid there in it
Thinking of you wide awake for days
Wide awake for days

And I found you tongue-tied in my twisted little brain
You couldn't crack a smile
I didn't catch your name
I don't blame you for walking away
I'd do the same if I saw me
I swear it's not contagious
In four short steps we can erase this

Step one -- slit my throat
Step two -- play in my blood
Step three -- cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house
Step four -- stop off at Edgebrook Creek and rinse your crimson hands
You took me hostage and made your demands
I couldn't meet them so you cut off my fingers, one by one

I'm like a broken record
I've got a needle scratching me
It injects the poison of alcohol I.V.
I don't blame you for walking away
I'd do the same if I saw me
I swear it's not contagious
I swear to God it's not contagious

Step one -- slit my throat
Step two -- play in my blood
Step three -- cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house
Step four -- stop off at Lake Michigan and rinse your crimson hands
You took me hostage and made your demands
I couldn't meet them so you cut off my fingers, one by one

This could be love - love for fire
This could be love - love for fire
This could be love - love for fire
This could be love for fire forevermore

Step one -- slit my throat
Step two -- play in my blood
Step three -- cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house
Step four -- stop off at Berkeley Marina and rinse your crimson hands
You took me hostage and made your demands
I couldn't meet them so you cut off my fingers, one by one
One by one
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Bored Bored Bored! [Apr. 20th, 2005|11:59 am]
[mood |optimisticoptimistic]
[music |Millencolin- Greener Grass]

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...mysterious
Your hugs are...to die for
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love is...everlasting
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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meow [Apr. 19th, 2005|09:55 pm]
[mood |okayokay]
[music |Blink 182- Mutt]

I deleted my most recent entry becuase i want a certain someone to leave me alone. Somebody correct me if i'm wrong, but this is a journal, I'm supposed to be able to say what im feeling or what i think of things...I shouldnt have to deal with this crap. Anyway, last night was a blast. Sarah and I went to Asho's and we had a girls night. Theres nothing like bein naked in a hot tub sipping on wine coolers (that i dropped in the hot tub...) with your two best friends :) There were also those mysterious bright lights in the distance that were just there for awhile, looked like street lights, and then bam, they were gone. I do believe in UFOs btw. :)
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